Little Boy Shamed

“When I was about six months in utero, mom tried to abort me. She had her then current boyfriend, who knows, it could have even been my dad, kick her in the stomach. Well, it didn’t work, but where I was lying, he did break my right leg, just below my knee. It hurt really badly. I felt afraid and trapped unable to get out or get away from the pain. I cried ‘Mommy! Mommy! Mommy!’ No one heard me. “Mommy! Mommy! Mommy! But, still, no one heard me.”

This is the story of Jack who was abused in utero and shamed throughout his childhood. As he grew into adulthood, his hatred of his mother triggered the killings of those who reminded him of her. The murders give him the power his abusers took away. The killings are the prelude to his sexual gratification and the Voice inside his head encourages him. You may be living next door to someone like Jack, someone who looks and acts normal, someone you may even like, or someone you inadvertently triggered into a memory of his mother.
He may still be out there looking for you!